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Wednesday, April 8, 20098-Apr-09today...i dont know how to describe it...i suddenly sense a urge. morning recess time i saw christine 'crying'.. i dont know why i suddenly feel a urge to stop beating marvin... i dont know why...she just stop me by the heart...but still i carried on doing...after school i went to marvin class... i saw christine again... i dont know why i feel like walking away...but i still stand still...yet i still push marvin to a corner... i feel like just punching him... but i hestitated.. seeing her... i really did... flashback started...i see her with me...last time i stay back for her..now i dont...last time i go out with her...now i dont... last time i always sms her ... now i dont... only now i realise... shes not changing.... I am... i told myself to let go...i couldnt... i just couldnt.. every wrong she did... i could let myself blame her... i feel like slapping her... but on the inch of her cheeks... i stopped.. when i beat marvin... i didnt want to... i really didnt want to.. is not that his pathetic...is the sense of feeling...thats stopping me ' when destiny say so , you must say so to..' when life was with her... i feel that i was not going to be lonely again...when life was without her... i was just a pathetic soul.. TheBoyWhoThinksLifeSucks froze in time on 12:34 AM
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