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Saturday, April 11, 200911-Apr-09Yea...Saturday...this post is going to be dam freaking long cause yea i telling you a story...a story..that i know will bring you to your memories...till the day you can use your computer...yea this is for you... There were 2 stranger...2 stranger that never knew they were going on a heartbreaking adventure..., they were john and pebble, john was a flirter...he nv really thought love was first, until he went out with his friends....with pebble...yea they went to the drain....right after school,so they went deep,deep and deeper until one of pebble friend suddenly scream...and he ran ran...leaving john and the other girls...behind john hold pebble's hand and he walk and walk...until he bang on a wall because it was so so dark...yea he was bleeding leaving a 2cm deep cut...he was taken to a nearby clinic immdiately by a teacher...and yea he needed stitches , but he was ready for death.. not yet than....he did a total of 6 stitches and pebble was very worried because she always thought it was her fault, she thought she cause john fault..john friend were quite calm...yea soon john father came..he took him back home...and john asked everyone for pebble number...only than john was very sastified... he sms pebble * i'm fine..its only 6 stitches...dont worry* pebble didnt reply...only until 6.30 * wat the hell 6 stitches..? i'm sorry* the next day...john added pebble msn...and they 'camp' in msn until 2am.. they talk and talk...only until than john had a feeling...he wished he was beside pebble...and slowly time past by they grew deep friendship... one day...they went out together with pebble friend..they went to watch a movie...john sat beside pebble....they were laughing away in the theatre...slowly by slowly...john head tilt on pebble shoulder...but just about 1cm away john receive an sms...*where are you* by one of his friend... he replied *in a movie dont reply..* he miss his dam chance to lean on pebble shoulders...the day ended soon and slowly their sms conversation started * u know, when u smile, u are cute* only until than, john knew he was in love, he loved pebble, for his first time in his life....he knew how to cherish her....and that day was clearly the last day of school...they are going to lose sight of each other for 1 whole week...on the same night...john confessed to pebble * i like u, i really do* *i not ready, wait...* * k... i will* that night pebble told her relationship with other boys to john....all of it ... john comfort her....or at least a bit...and yea they were going to meet each other on tues... john had cca so did pebble... pebble cca ended at 6.30 and john waited for her from 1.30 to 6.30....they went home together...time past quickly...and they have to leave each other again...the next day....pebble sms john * if i accept u, how long will u make it last...* *i make it last forever i promise* * if i reject u , we can be bestfriends can we* * yea i think* *... stop the waiting...i am sorry...we are good at wat we are now..dont u think* * WTF U BLOODY BITCH , U TOLD ME TO WAIT NOW U ARE STOPING ME... U SHOULDNT EVEN FKING EVEN ASK ME TO WAIT IF U DONT TRUST ME* john scolded her... for the first time... he resisted , hestitated, he just couldnt resist...and the bloody bitch hurt pebble heart...their relationship was over...in john heart...he tried to let it go....he couldnt, he always thought that they would become together...he could love her more...but he was wrong...so wrong.. it was over... john tried to bring each other back he failed...he ran out of his house.... * i promise you... i promise you i wont smoke again, just dont blame yourself * he took the promise....slowly by slowly..pebble became colder and colder to john...john didnt say anything...he regretted scolding pebble once he didnt want to regret it twice....school resume....and of course...john find many chance to talk to pebble..he couldnt...slowly and slowly..they drifted so far apart that pebble didnt feel anything for john...anymore but deep in john heart...he still loved pebble...he just couldnt do it...* it almost pebble birthday...wat are u going to do , john * " i dont know , i really dont know, i'm scared..." john knew..it was over...all over. 'Love is strength , learn to give in when needed and learn to persist if needed only than will both parties overcome anything' pebble...its over ^^ yea... really over....i try to let it go ...HEY ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS K ..? TheBoyWhoThinksLifeSucks froze in time on 3:36 AM
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